Life...

So this blog really has no pictures to go along with it just some thought. I have been thinking alot about my life lately and the ups and downs I have had some by my own doings and some by circumstances I may have found myself in. Henry and I have really been stressed over many things in our household. It was putting a terrible strain on us and the kids. Most of it was and usually is becuase of pride that we don't confide in people. I realize as I have watched God work things out WITH us that I am humbled greatly by all those who love us. I almost destroyed all of us at one point and even still have a husband who took me in with open arms. Although he is still shy about things sometims. I have been very blessed to have Henry in my life. I have taken him for granted even now. The Lord has used this valley we have found ourselves in to show me that He can take EVERYTHING away from us. In the same token He has used this to draw me closer to my husband. I have some wonderful sons even though at times they drive me nuts and I get that nice teenage attitude. I wonder why i ever gave them up to begin with. Then I think about the road we may have walked If I had not made the mistakes and choices I did. I have some wonderful friends who have been absolutely AMAZING. They are some of the best christian women i know. I don't know at times what I would do without them. To be honest I really don't want to try to find out. My parents and sister are always there to give me that shoulder I need. I am blessed with in-laws close and extended who are great. I love all these people along with my church family to death. I don't always show them in the way I should. But I truelly hope they know how much they ALL mean to mean to me. I am blessed, and i thank you all for what you mean to me in my life.......